Sunday, January 18, 2009
Really useless.
I have fallen sick, yet I still went for training in school. I wonder why. My pattern is undoubtedly the worst. I will probably be kicked out of the team and put as a reserve when it finally comes down to the crunch to choose the 3 to actually perform. I want to be on the team!
Actually ever since I've joined the club, I don't feel very in tune with people in there, it isn't just the black belt Koryo pattern team, but rather the whole club on a whole. I feel that I am the weakest link on the Koryo team, during sparring sessions, I am not impressing shi fu, nor the pres nor the seniors.
I feel really useless at my current skill level.
Posted by MK at 1:07 PM
