Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Lonely
When they said it's lonely at the top, it's true.
I felt really lonely today. As the Assistant Chief GL for next year's camp, preparations are already underway.
Though the group that i spoke to were my friends, they were all from my group and school, but when I went into to room, I felt no connections, no pleasantries.
I felt that there was this barrier setup between me and them. Though I may be their superior in this particular situation/camp. But they're still my friends isn't it? However when I went into the room, it was like I wasn't a friend to them anymore.
I went in, delivered my instructions and expectations, answered their questions. And that was that. No more friends. They left. I left.
Whilst we all started out together, in a same group. Now I am their leader, and I am no longer felt as one of "them".
It's really a lonely feeling...
Posted by MK at 12:53 AM
