Sunday, August 17, 2008

Why

Dear Blog,

It is one shitty thing after another. After all that effort put into the event, I lost and won nothing after all. Nothing. I am just very disappointed I didn't win anything after all the effort put in even though I can't tell anyone about it or even show it at all.

To make matters in my heart worse. My favorite grandmother passed away today as I was selfishly thinking about my loss last night. She died of a heart-attack and I was supposed to go back and visit her sometime soon to tell her about my scholarship.

She passed away without hearing what I wanted to say to her.
I am so fucked up.

Posted by MK at 6:27 PM