Friday, August 8, 2008

Spoilt moods

The days have been zooming past like a rocket without even much as a second for me to pause and catch my breath. Lessons started as usual in the morning, and then I left a boring effective communication lecture half-way. ME? I don't need an effective communication lecture! I can communicate with others effectively already! What a lame module to be taking, and I heard I will be exempted from this module.

After that I had to rush to another place for another activity. After rushing here and there, apparently everyone else was late. The in-charges were pissed, and they visibly showed a vehement attitude towards all of us. Like wth?
Whatever, they may have sacrificed a lot, so have the rest of us. Especially me, I have made an extra effort to come down for as many sessions as I can, all with legitimate reasons unlike some of the others. I've got my other commitments too.

Because of their spoilt mood, we didn't do much and all they did was to effectively spoil our moods as well. What a waste of time and spoiling of mood.

It just gets worse, one of the others had not even been present throughout, and later griped to me that her event wasn't too smooth either. (like enjoying yourself at a hall bash is considered a legitimate reason eh?)

Well you obviously weren't here to hear the chiding we had to endure in the first place! But that wasn't what made me very perturbed. Today totally sucked.

I sacrificed going out with friends for this stupid event that wasn't worth my time and effort. I was concerned for someone who obviously wasn't concerned about me at all. And I brushed off 2 groups of friends who genuinely wanted to meet me but I declined because I had already given my word to someone who obviously didn't treasure it. That person was late and didn't even turn up at all.

I rushed back to and fro and and this is what I get. It's not about my word, but the fact that I rushed from place to place, left my friends who GENUINELY want me there.

That person went somewhere else without telling me mainly because it's near. I was treated like a friend out of CONVENIENCE. Okay, whatever I don't need to bother so much anymore.

I am really unhappy at the days' hectic events at first. And the crummy attitude I was subjected to. But I guess. Why should I be?

Why do I give my word and time to people who don't treasure it?

Posted by MK at 12:09 AM